A new D-day

It's another Sunday...but it was a happy day...My sales at work today was not bad,I'm quite satisfied...and another happy thing happened...
I've been confirmed as a full timer...!!!!yeah!!!!
seriously wanna thank God,i was so happy and grateful when my manager(Jason) told me that I've been confirmed as a full timer...hahaha...although its gonna be tiring but I just know that it will be worth it...where in the world you can find a job that lets you off on a Sunday..?seriously praise God man...haha...after work hang out with my babe,Rowenn and her bf Mou Jun and also with Shine at Winter Warmers...hee...
though they didn't know each other but at least they've talked a lil',there's just a feeling telling me that they will get along quite well...=]
<3

after that Da-ren,Choong Lim and Wei Jie came too...I just don't know why that I feel as if we don;t know each other anymore,I feel such stranger with them...we used to hang out and play like mad together,but today I just don't know why as if its the first day we hang out...maybe it's because we have been some time since we hung out together...it seriously was a crazy night...haha...they keep talking dirty till we laugh non-stop...haha...I just only wish that we this group of friends can be back like last time,always hanging out together,talking problems together...cause to me
Friends are forever no matter what happens
It has been some time since I have that feeling...I don't know whether I'm being a fool again,but I just feel that it's the right feeling...just hope that I'm moving the right move...=]

I just love today...the day I felt different...
even though I heard things about my ex which made me felt a lil' sour at first,but after hanging out with them I just feel that all I need is my them and hats enough...
=]

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS...!!!!!!!!!

I really don't understand what the fuck is wrong with people these days...!why are their understanding skills are so low?fucking pissed with this sort of people...!!argh...just feel like leaving this stupid planet and go to another planet with smarter people and more considerable humans or even alien to communicate with!I don't understand why are there so many DUMB people...
You're the 1 that said you wanna go straight after you you've reach penang and why the hell are you so pissed?You the 1 that said "okay,go to tomorrows' service then" and now what the fuck is going on??suddenly said don't wanna talk to me,and another 1 saying don't know which of us are saying the right thing...come on la you both!!!!give me a break would you??
I didn't even said I don't wanna go for service is just that its so damn hot to sit motor there...!!!!by the time I reached there my make up has smudged and YOU TRY GOING TO WHILE SWEATING!!!!!!you also will being super "pekchek" la...!!I really don't understand grown ups...what is it in their brain?I said I'm going out with friends then they'll think I don't wanna go cause I want to hang out with my friends...HELLO!!!!I'm going out at night la..!!!!!!whether I did go or didn't it has nothing to do with my hang out with friends okay...please at least understand the situation before putting the blame on me for goodness sake...!!!!!
argh.......!!!!!!!!!

A memorable song

last night was hanging out at Ice with some friends...and I told 1 of them I love 1 song that my ex loves to hear...and that song was a song which I fell in love with after breaking up with him...its 听见有人叫你宝贝...this was the song my ex usually plays whenever he sees me chatting with my other ex...LOL...that song brought back many memories though...but starting from today I'm gonna let everything go,forget that song as my favourite song and live on with the new me...

No hurt no changes,more hurt more difference in us we can make

Even i don't have a boyfriend,but I know I have friends who care about me and will always be by my side no matter what...those are my BFFs
=]

I just wanna let go

yea it has been some time of You and Me ,but its just so hard to forget everything about us...its very very hard...at times I've already forgotten things and memories of us,but each time you've show up with your another new partner it hurts,I just don't know why but it hurts...all I remembered is that I've already let go every memories we've created together,even though I don't want to but I just have to...
I was a Dreamer
But I've stop dreaming of me and You
'cause you've turned every beautiful dreams of me and You into a nightmare
How i wish that there's a brain washing machine that can help you to wash all the unwanted memories away...It will be wasteful but I just wanna forget everything about Us...I just wanna let go...every little tiny memories...I just wanna see you happy with your new girl,even though it hurts alot...but a friend told me that
"If it doesn't hurt,you would never have learnt"
Its good to have friends who are mature to guide you in this sort of problem...
NOW...
all i have to do is give myself sometime just to forget the pass and wait for the future...the easiest way is just less meet up with the people who makes us feel uneasy whenever we meet and just less contact...I think it would be the best way to forget things between us,don't you think...?
I've truly whole heartedly loved You
but You've just shattered everything when the day You've hurt me
I know i should regret for not taking You back
but now i think that who's at the right or the wrong,
both of us should truly know that it was the right thing that we left each other...

Its time to Just let it go...

am I being punked?

there is always funny things happening around me...HAH...I don't know whether I'm thinking too much or what but I just felt that I've been fooled again...LOL...how dumb of me huh...after being hurt and lied time after time I still fell into the same trap...LOL...what a day for me today...first saw someone whom I don't really wanna see...I just don't understand 1 thing...why must the person that we don't wanna see anymore must always show up at the wrong time?this seriously sucks la wei...!!and because of that,it was one 1 the thing that spoilt my day...haih..!!second,being treated like in Katy Perry's song,"hot and cold"...the feeling of someone treating you hot and cold is like so sick,just like the weather...if the weather changes from hot to cold we'll get sick easily...I seriously don't understand why are there weird people like this lei...thirdly,i feel that I've being fooled again...by the same "CREATURE"...they just make me don't know whether to hate them or love them...super confusing...!!!!argh....thanks to the dumb-ness in me,I'm always into difficult relationship...weird huh?maybe is fate or what they say i don't know...HAH...Anyway,i thought I've found the Mr.Right but it just turn out to me it was only my misunderstanding..LOL...how embarrassing is that...??!!just makes me feel like finding a hole even as small as an ant hole to hide inside...my so call Mr.Right just seem to never have let go of his previous partner yet...maybe its timing problem or what but if its for me I'll just leave it to God to find my Mr. Perfect Right...=)HAH...since now that I don't belong to anyone but God,i should be happy that I'm in the process of growing up in my body,soul and mind...such a mixed up feeling for today...but i just thank God for today...and thank God for MY FRIENDSSSSsss....<3 it's Xin Fang's 18th birthday,was supposed to hang out with her togehter with my other BABES>Yoong Sien,Cha'nelle and Poh Ean but turns out that our planning to hang out together has failed...so sad...but no matter what no matter when no matter where,whenever my friends needs help,I'll be always ready to help...friends are my everything...=)

"I don't need a BF,i just need my
B-best
F-friends"

=)

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