am I being punked?

there is always funny things happening around me...HAH...I don't know whether I'm thinking too much or what but I just felt that I've been fooled again...LOL...how dumb of me huh...after being hurt and lied time after time I still fell into the same trap...LOL...what a day for me today...first saw someone whom I don't really wanna see...I just don't understand 1 thing...why must the person that we don't wanna see anymore must always show up at the wrong time?this seriously sucks la wei...!!and because of that,it was one 1 the thing that spoilt my day...haih..!!second,being treated like in Katy Perry's song,"hot and cold"...the feeling of someone treating you hot and cold is like so sick,just like the weather...if the weather changes from hot to cold we'll get sick easily...I seriously don't understand why are there weird people like this lei...thirdly,i feel that I've being fooled again...by the same "CREATURE"...they just make me don't know whether to hate them or love them...super confusing...!!!!argh....thanks to the dumb-ness in me,I'm always into difficult relationship...weird huh?maybe is fate or what they say i don't know...HAH...Anyway,i thought I've found the Mr.Right but it just turn out to me it was only my misunderstanding..LOL...how embarrassing is that...??!!just makes me feel like finding a hole even as small as an ant hole to hide inside...my so call Mr.Right just seem to never have let go of his previous partner yet...maybe its timing problem or what but if its for me I'll just leave it to God to find my Mr. Perfect Right...=)HAH...since now that I don't belong to anyone but God,i should be happy that I'm in the process of growing up in my body,soul and mind...such a mixed up feeling for today...but i just thank God for today...and thank God for MY FRIENDSSSSsss....<3 it's Xin Fang's 18th birthday,was supposed to hang out with her togehter with my other BABES>Yoong Sien,Cha'nelle and Poh Ean but turns out that our planning to hang out together has failed...so sad...but no matter what no matter when no matter where,whenever my friends needs help,I'll be always ready to help...friends are my everything...=)

"I don't need a BF,i just need my
B-best
F-friends"

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